Crossroad

It's been a lonnnnnng month, and I haven't even begun the rush of preparing for Christmas. Shew!

Wrote this, this morning, after quite an eventful day and night taught me that sometimes you really have no choice but to love certain people from a distance.


Crossroad

I've reached it again, the turning point, the crossroad
Where I've had to decide to leave or carry the load
It's not as easy as it sounds when you're part of my veins
But it's either this or take the risk of you adding to my stains

I don't wanna go but it hurts way too much to stay
Nothing changes, nothing makes you stop treating me this way
I can't constantly keep building up what you tear down
I'm worn out and dizzy from this merry-go-round

The world as it is, it forces us to look over our shoulder
To expect that someone's behind us throwing the next boulder
That as it is, there's always someone watching out for us too
And I can't exist in this world where my danger comes from you

If you believe that this is something I'm happy to do
You're wrong but it's not up to me to give you a clue
About the do's and the don't's or the wrongs and the right
This stick on my end is finally too short to grasp tight

So I gotta let you go now before I hurt myself trying
To keep holding on when I've already begun sliding
This is my stop, before I fall out, lemme make the jump
That way I land on my feet instead of being thrown in a slump

I never thought we'd be back here doing this again
Too many times that I've been run over, you were driving the train
That's how I recognise this place, I can't hurt, I can't stay
Nothings ever gonna change, you'll always be treating me this way
I'm all out of bricks, no more building, no more tearing me down
I'm so tired......just so tired of this merry-go-round

2014 (c) Stacey Kell
2014.12.12
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