Soulmate Love

This? Does happen. And it has to be one of the best and worst emotions that one will ever experience.

So?

"What if you meet your soulmate...at the wrong time?"

It's confusing because of it's contrast of right and wrong.

It completes your soul but it shatters your heart because you realize that you have the key to the font door of your dream home but it can't turn to open it.

It fills you with a sense of being found but at the same time causes you to feel more lost than you've ever felt.

It, at times, provokes a specific aggravation towards the world and its works because it's like being tricked or teased when you're not part of any game.

It hurts. And it hurts because you will never get to truly enjoy the preciousness of your find. Think of a treasure hunt. You out of however many others reach the X-spot, you open this chest to riches beyond your wildest dreams but when you try to take a coin out of it? You're fingers have no grip. All you will ever know for certain is that it's not a myth, it's real and it's out there, somewhere, but you, you're somewhere...else.

In a sense, in a huge sense, it's cruel. Finding your soulmate, your undisputed other half, is such a rarity, how can it be anything but...cruel?

Despite it all. It's beautiful because I believe that our souls each have a destination...in someone else's and like any, when you reach it...yout paradise, your journey is complete and you can relax and just enjoy, and the looking for directions, the wrong turns, bad weather? They're all behind you.

Knowing that you will be loved, in absence, by a time defying love? Being part of that miracle? There is a measure of comfort in that. Comfort and for however long you stood beside or in front of, your soulmate? For those moments, completeness. Complete in every sense of the word.

Yes. Soulmate love defies time, it does, I swear! It defies reason, circumstance or any kind of sense because to love a complete stranger, immediately? That can't be explained, ever, but THAT stranger is who your heart knows, who your soul connects to, easier, better, tighter than any other person you have ever known. It's a doubtless love that you will never properly be able to explain because when you try? It always feels as if you've missed saying....something. As if you're leaving the most important parts out. That's because however hard you try to label it, as this one thing, you can't and you can't because it's everything. Everything!

It's everything.

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